Trying!

It's one of those phases 

When I'm desperately trying 

To set things right .

Maybe, when I'm 

Trying, I actually am lying 

Because had I been trying

Really 

Things would have been

Better, already . 

But, 

They are not,

I don't know 

When they will be 

In fact, 

I don't even know 

Whether they will

Ever be right 

Or not.

Yet, 

I try every day 

And lie, every night 

That today I have tried 

To set things right.