River not ocean!

I'm not doing anything new
I don't wish to do something new
I just want to flow
Like a river
Effortlessly,
In the direction unknown
On a path unseen.

I just want to be
See
What it is to be
And feel
While doing nothing
Feeling everything.

Is it too much
That I demand?
Is it unreal and weird
To crave to be what
It takes to be
What zero yet infinity?

I feel like a restless ocean
Fierce and angry
Unnecessarily,
Eating away all the
Filth and dirt
Without any reason.

I want to be a peaceful
Stream,
Making way
While washing mountains
And
Showering flowers.

At ease and peace.