Lost within!

There is
This uneasy feeling
Going down
My spine
Making me
Feel
Suffocated
Restless
Nervous.

My heart beats
Are forgetting
Themselves
For they are
Looking for
A reason
To exist
And persist

My mind
As usual
Seems to
Enjoy this
Like a movie
Maybe,
Because
It has
No solution.

Oh wait!
Did I
Just forget
How to dream?
For that is
The reason
I wanted
To live for
And
Now
It seems
As If
I've forgotten
The purpose
Of my existence
And
Therefore
My heart has
Forgotten to beat
All it does is
Pump blood
So that I breathe.

Have I
Lost myself
In the
Premises of
ME?