Out of love: 06!

A head full of fears has no space for dreams.

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Everybody does their best in the given circumstances and consiousness
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Life is individual's perception!
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When music tatters, world shatter's!
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The moment you find yourself struggling too much, the only answer you crave for is BREATHE
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Death is not the biggest fear we have; our biggest fear is taking the risk to be alive - the risk to be alive and express what we really are
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Every moment is a new beginning.
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Simplicity is the key to brilliance!!!
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It’s not who you are that holds you back, it’s who you think you’re not.
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Don't pity the dead, Pity the ones living!

Out of love: 05!

Successful wastage of sufficient time.
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Being equally unequal is something very few would understand.
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The quest is to keep the SOLE of your shoe intact so that you can atleast walk and are not stuck. SOUL as it is hasn't done any good to you.
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The key to survive in this rat race is to JUST LET IT BE.
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It's your right to disagree. And it's your wisdom to accept disagreement.
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Follow your sushine!!!
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smiles are not meant to be captured smiles are to be felt, they are to spread they are to express and shine.
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It is important to know the crime before accepting the punishment.
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you can never snatch my curiosity from me. You just CAN'T!
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Greatness is not inherited, it is achieved!

Out of Love: 04!

Everyone doesn't have the audacity to dream and the ones who have they have the courage to fulfil their dreams!
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It's not the goodbye which hurts, it's usually the flashback that follows!
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Sometimes it's just good to lose control and live. Live LIFE!
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If an attachment with a living being is able to induce the right amount of motivation and pressure in you, then probably attachments aren't bad.
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There really is no right and wrong, question or answer in art. ART is all about manipulation of colours, words, expressions and emotions.
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It's always about associating with the masses and compromising with classes!
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Myth Making: A talent itself.
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Every poem or story has it's own soul!
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You aren't really passionate about something until and unless you live it!
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Dasvidaniya! Ze tension says to ze soul!

Out of love: 03!

Only if the world had the ability to handle art and passion together.....
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Making memories: A journey itself!
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Music is not my life, my life is musical!
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If you think carefully you will probably realise that there is a huge difference between LOVING what you do and LIVING what you do.
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The universe is not made of atoms, it's made of stories. Stories of souls!
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Give it that life, give it that breath, the breath...... that it truly deserves
_____________________
Only if there was a map to lead life......atleast there would be a destination to look forward too!!!
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Patterns, colours, music, smiles, love and a hug from a favourite person are things on which my soul survives!
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Only if the world had the ability and the courage to unlearn.....
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Delhi is not a place its a road which gives you uncountable memories

Out of love: 02!

Your soul deserves love and affection not division
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Art does not belong to everyone..Its within every soul. Things which are in you dont belong to you. They are an integral part of your existence.

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Half the world is devastated because we have a term like REJECTION!!!
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You don't need faith or knowledge to experience. Just simply do it and feel!!!
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Fear is nothing but a mere illusion. It's a lie a trick to fool us. That's all fear is about!!!
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At times there is so much inside you that you probably don't think there is any medium which can express all of that.
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An eye that bleeds is an eye which has the courage to see bloodshed in this world!
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Once upon a dream.....I was.....what I ACTUALLY was.....
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It's ultimately me who finds myself!!!
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When you rise from your own ashes it is one of the most satisfactory feelings,but the time during which you RE-build yourself is very painful

The best journey ever!

I never really thought I had the ability to articulate my emotions, my vision, my dreams, my aspirations and. most importantly the turmoil within me into words which could get converted into poems articles and stories. It's not that I couldn't do this earlier, it's just that I didn't explore this side of ME.
I thought writing was for my notebooks and examination answer sheets on which I would be judged and marked upon. I'd buy the most expensive pen in the shop just to convince myself to write. I like, my fellow human beings didn't like to be judged. I wanted to learn and become knowledgeable without looking at those books. I didn't like books and I still hate them with all my heart. 

 About 10-11 months back I was just sitting and willing away time with few acquaintances until a crisis arose. The crisis was to stop a friend from a  nervous break down. Nobody was forced to help, yet everybody tried their best to help.
  I think at times we feel nervous simply  because we don't know our abilities and haven't explored every bit of US. And I think something simliar had happened that day.
   She was a poet and was told to write a poem. Yet she couldn't write one, she said her hands were shivering and her mind was trembling. I couldn't understand what she meant by that, all I could interpret from her statement was that she was nervous. She was nervous because she was to be judged on that poem, she was shivering because someone would analyse and give her marks on something which came from her soul and she obviously  couldn't control her soul's call. Nonetheless, I tried to calm her down and told her to write anyway. On that statement of mine she said I'll lift my pen if you promise to give me company. I said ya sure I'll sit with you till the time to you write. She said NO, not that way. Give me company by doing the same thing that I'm doing. I said I don't write. She said there is always a first time. There was a very weird silence for 40 seconds. But after that I nodded my head in agreement.
She gave me a notepad and a green pen. For about 10 mins I was just staring the blank sheet without any thought in my head. After being blank for about 10 mins I lifted the pen and the first word that my hand wrote was LIFE. I didn't know why I wrote this word, I didn't even know the meaning of this word in it's true sense.
I then started thinking about life. what is life? why is life important? and gazillion similar questions came in my head without any answers. All I had was trucks and aeroplanes full of questions. I just jotted down those questions exactly the way they crossed my head. In the weirdest language, without even caring about the grammatical errors.
     And as luck would have it one of the professor's landed in the room. This professor took my sheet and read what I had doodled. All she said was "You are blessed with a soul which still has the ability to over rule your mind. Take good care of it." And I swear I didn't understand what she meant. She told me to submit what I had written. I was already in such a weird state of shock that I did what she told me to do without any ifs and buts. Yes! I had submitted that crazy doodling that I had done.
   I somehow felt calm after writing what I wrote. I could feel that the wicked turmoil like thing in me had subsided. I was feeling calm and peaceful. A drop of tear trinkled down my eye via my cheek it reached the area below my chin and I like an idiot didn't wipe it off. I just wanted things to flow at that time. Flow the way they were.  It was after few days of deep  interrogation and introspection that I had done within myself,  that I realised that I had not written something that day. I had just said HELLO to the real me. This real me was amazing it wasn't affected by materialistic forms of appreciation and criticism. It didn't care about marks and results. All it was concerned about was love, life and art. It was then that I finally realised that articulating things in my head helped my head and soul to stay calm and composed.
Thus began my journey of writing. A journey who's destination is the never ending journey itself.

ये हो क्या रहा है?

ज़मीन बाटने का वक़्त है,

नफरत को पनाह देने के लिए बहुत जगह है

मज़हब पर  लड़ने के हज़ारों बहाने हैं

लेकिन 

किन्तु 

परंतू 

तन्हाई बाटने का समय नहीं है 

प्यार को स्वीकार ने के लिए दिलों में जगह नहीं है

शान्ति का पैगाम लहराने की एक भी वजह नहीं मिलती 

आखिर क्या हो गया है दुनिया को?
क्या इस इंसानों की दौड़ ने
इंसानियत का ही कतल कर दिया?

Out of love!

At times you just need to shut your eyes to look into the world within you....the world which is made by you for you....the world which is yours and has its own aura........just close your eyes and let your heart do the rest..
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The point is you will never understand my point until and unless you have the patience and ability to listen to my point.
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I pursue art to express not to impress.
In case you have the time and ability to differentiate between the 2.
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Every soul is a beautiful artist and every being's life is an artistic masterpiece.
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There are no corners to hide in. This planet is unfortunately spherical.
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Dreams are beyond articulation ability....if you can articulate it then it's probably a work plan.
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this world is a blank canvas and your mind is the paint brush.....Now it's upto you how you wish to paint the canvas.
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You need to have time to give time it's due time!
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Time and life are inversely proportional. When you have less time just try and live little more.

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Being peacefully scared is a state of mind

Maggi Ban!

Maggi which has been in india since 1982 is suddenly banned in 2015, because some gentleman after good 33 years realised it is harmful. Well, that is a bit late but nonetheless it's still okay to interrogate about a product whenever you feel like. As a consumer you have the right to know complete details of the product and you obviously you have the right to pressurise the government to get the product tested in the lab in case you feel something is fishy.
Maggi apparently has high amount of LEAD which is not healthy. Btw, did maggi ever claim to be healthy? Did maggi ever force you to eat it? No, right! It was your choice to consume or not to consume. The government has no buisness to ban a product just because it is UNHEALTHY. It is an individual's choice whether to have a healthy lifestyle or an unhealthy lifestyle.
The irony is ciggeratte, pan masala and other CANCER causing products are sold freely while maggi is OFFICIALLY BANNED.

Such irony. Much astonishment!

कुछ अलफ़ाज़, बस यूँ ही - 02!

कला में कोई ऐब और मलाल नहीं होता, कला तो इश्क है सच्चा और पाक | दिल से निकलता है आत्मा से संचालित होता है |
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जब मेरे अश्कों का दर्द समझ नहीं आया तो मेरी मुस्कान की कीमत क्या समझ आएगी...
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तसवीरें और यादें कितनी भी धुंदली क्यूँ ना हो, ज़हन में हमेशा ही रहती हैं...
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भागने के लिए वजह नहीं जूनून चाहिए होता है।
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ढूँढो ज़िन्दगी के सातों रंग, महसूस करो सातों सुर, अपनाओ हर खवाब और जियो हर लम्हा
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यादों के सीने में नफरत को कभी पान्हा न देना...
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पैसे तुम्हारी ज़िन्दगी का एक हिस्सा हैं,शायद काफी एहम हिस्सा.पर याद रखना पैसा तुम्हारी ज़िन्दगी का सिर्फ एक हिस्सा है
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यादों का सीने में बस जाना बहुत खूबसूरत और दर्दनाक होता है
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मृत्यु अंत नहीं है
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जैसी बची है वैसी ही बचा लो ये दुनिया..

वक़्त और हम!

ना हमने कभी

वक़्त की इफाज़त करी 

ना वक़्त ने कभी 

हमारी करी |

लेकिन आजतक 

हम और वक़्त 

दोनों ही 

बखूबी निभा रहें |

क्यूँ?

क्यूंकि, 

अब हम दोनों 

के तालुक 

उस मकाम 

पर पहुँच गए हैं 

जहाँ 

ना वक़्त को कोई 

उम्मीद है हमसे 

और 

हमे तो खैर 

कभी थी ही 

नहीं इस वक़्त से 

ना तब, ना अब

Medical industry needs medication!

Seeing the ashes of your passion and your loved ones is not a very nice feeling. It hurts, leaves a nasty scar and most importantly with those ashes a part of you is also burnt....a burn which cannot be healed. The scary part of this feeling is that you start imagining things which you know will never be true. Feeling your Grandpa's hand despite of knowing the fact that he is not there is one of the most scary yet a very calm and peaceful feeling. Science of course considers this as a symptom of hallucination, high stress levels and one million other lenghty diseases. It's their job to make money from our pain you see. And this is a very strong symptom of a disease called CAPITALISIM which the medical industry is suffering from and they unfortunately consider us sick. I felt a hand on my head and I know i felt it how can someone deny that? I know it was grandfather's hand, I JUST KNOW that. I am not bound or obliged to give everyone logics about what I feel. 

I never knew a piece of wood with  thin slice of lead had the ability to sketch my favourite person's potrait. This is something i didn't know came to know about it after spending good 18 years of my life. I have been using that commodity since the age of 3. All i knew about that product then was that it is something used  to complete homeworks. I hated its presence. The world calls it a pencil. I used to consider it my enemy back then,  but now i consider it as my companion for life. Perceptions change. But emotions and feelings dont. They remain  the same. 

They say my DADU is no more, i know he is there with me. I know he is smiling at me,  even if you call this being MAD. He is still there its just that you cant see him, BUT I CAN STRONGLY FEEL HIM AROUND ME and i know my feelings are honest and true unlike this dishonest and double faced world.  I look at the moon when i crave to see him. He was unique, very generous and an abnormally selfless soul like the moon which shines when everything is dark and haunted. Now if one could please tell me how is this comparison illogical? Its my view about it you are free to disagree but you are not allowed to disregard it. 

As my favourite person puts it " You are not supposed to do anything. You were not here in life with a time table. Do what you FEEL like" I think i will stick to this quote. And i think i will start listening to the slimy reddish grey fist size thing in my body which beats in a very rythmic pattern. 

कुछ अलफ़ाज़, बस यूँ ही!

आँखों में बहता सागर 

और 

रगों में बहता खून 

होता तो ज़रूर है 

लेकिन....

इस कमबख्त दिल को

सच मानना गवारा कहाँ |

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जब रगों में खून की जगह 

कला के करीब जानेका जूनून बहे,
तो ये मान लेना चाहिए
की तुम कला के लिए नहीं
कला की वजह से जी रहे हो ||
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अरज और आवाज़
में उतना ही फरक होता है
जितना की

चोट और ज़ख़्म में होता है..
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पुराने जख्म मिटते नहीं है
बस वक्त के साथ
उन पर धूल जम जाती है...
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रात के अंधेरे में
चंद्रमा की रौशनी
और
दिन की चुभती गर्मी में 

पेड़ की छाँव, 

उम्मीद और शीतलता
का प्रतीक होती हैं ।।
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सुरूर तो हमेशा से ही हल्का ही रहा है,
हाँ! जूनून की बात करो
तो बताएं जोश किसे कहते हैं!
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हमेशा तो
तुम अपने खुद के भी नहीं हो,
कोई इंसान या चीज़
कैसे होगी फिर हमेशा के लिए? 

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वक़्त की इबादत
तो तब करेंगे
जब उस वक़्त की
कैद से रिहा होंगे...
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जब सारे दरवाज़े बंद हो जाएँ तो,
खिड़कियाँ खोलने
और
तोड़ने में ही समझदारी है...
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Hypocricy at its best!

This world will go to any extent for protesting and supporting the political system, academic structure, health issues, rights of BABAs and another 100 million similar things. Which is technically good and i whole heartedly appreciate it. But, at times what i fail to understand is where do these activists, social workers etc go when it comes to standing for FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION. Why is that there is no protest when a paiting is ban? Why is it that no protest or rally or something similar takes place when an artist is arrested just because he/she had expressed their views through an artistic medium? Why is it so easy to harass an artist worldwide? Is pursuing art in any form a crime?

It is a well known fact that all these bureaucrats will never allow expression to prevail because they themselves are scared of it. Simple reason being: The world will come to know about their deeds. But one expects NGOS, Art & Culture organiations to behave in an unbiased manner. Alas! These organizations have also turned hopeless. No organization has the courage to stand for and by EXPRESSION. Whether it's a painter, dancer, musician, writer etc each one of them will be harassed and supressed simply because they have a different point of view and have the guts to express it through artistic mediums unlike goons and hooligans who resort to violence and blood shed in order to express or convey their point of view.

Beauty of expression lies in complexity of art. Dance, music, painting etc also express anger happiness and many other emotions and ideologies, its just that some understand and some dont, which is again  okay. Everybody has their own perception about things, you see.

But does that mean you ban their precious works of art?
Does that mean you force an artist to quit their field of art?
Does that mean you dont allow expression to prevail?
OR
DOES IT SIMPLY MEAN THAT EVERY OTHER PERSON IS A HYPOCRAT WHO WANTS ART TO EXIST BUT DOESNOT HAVE THE COURAGE TO FACE  THE POWER OF EXPRESSION.

If this is the level of hypocricy that exists, I think art in all forms will soon be an EXTINCT CONCEPT!

Corporate life!

Corporate life
Some wine
Few fears
Some tears

Salary cheque
Some champagne
Smiles and jingles
Easily blend

Between this
Job and cheque
Lies a soul
Waiting for
Time
Creativity
And
A lot more

कुछ चीज़ें दिखाने के लिए नहीं होती!

हिम्मत, ताकत और शौर्य देखने- दिखाने के लिए नहीं होता । सही समय पर अगर इनका प्रयोग ना करो तो इन गुणों और तुम्हारे शव मे कोई फर्क नहीं बचेगा । जैसे शव को ज्यादा रखने से बदबू आती है वैसे ही आपके इस  झूटे दिखावे से आएगी ।अंजाम भी वही होगा जो एक लाश का होता है, राख हो जाएगा सब कुछ। जिंदा रहते हुए राख होने का कोई फायदा नहीं है। इसलिए सदा विनम्र रहने में ही भलाई है |

Masterpiece!

This world
Our lives
Our jobs
Our mind
And
Everything
That we are
Scared of
Desperate about
Is basically
A blank
Canvas
Your soul
Your mind
Your Outlook
Your perspective
Your imagination
Your passion
Is the
Paint brush
Now Its
Upto you
To decide
And
To choose
How you
wish to
Paint this
Canvas.
Remember
This painting
will be
Unique
Original
And
Undoubtedlly your
Very own
MASTERPIECE
Paint it
Passionately
And
Whole Heartedlly
Take your time
Dip your brush
In every
Damn
Possible
Colour
Whether its
Bright
or
Dull
Let
And
Allow
Your canvas
To feel
And
Experience
The beauty
And
Love
That every
Colour is
Willing to
Give and share.
Let it be
Diverse
Versatile
And
Colourful.

Happy Painting!

Everything is a phase!

Life and death
Light and dark
Joys and sorrows
Smiles and tears
Highs and lows
Flow and stagnation
Positive and negative
Are temporary phases
Which shall pass
Delightfully
And
Melodiously
With time and wine
Cartoons and games
Name and fame

It'll be gone
Whether it's
Good
Bad
Or
Ugly
Because nothing
Is permanent
And
Constant
It's all mortal
Yet we try
To
Think
Believe
And

Accept
That it's 

Immortal

चाहत!

ना वक़्त की इफ्फाज़त की है
ना की अपनों की क़द्र
ना सुनी धड़कने दिल की
ना रक्त  के बहने का हुआ कभी एहसास

बस एक मुस्कान की आस है
प्यार की प्यास है
जिंदा रहने की चाह है
और जीने के रज़ा है

ऐ खुदा बस यही
मेरी दुआ
मेरी मन्नत
मेरा मकसद है

दुआ!

बरकतों का पैगाम मिले
अपनों का अपनापन मिले
आप वक़्त की नहीं
वक़्त आपकी इबादत करे
भूखे को रोटी मिले
प्यासे को पानी मिले
अज्ञानी  को ज्ञान मिले
किसान का अनाज कभी न सड़े
 अश्कों की बूंदे आपकी आँखों से वंचित रहें
मुस्कान आपकी शौहरत
और मुहब्बत आपकी दौलत बने
क्या इन सबके बाद भी
आप रूपए की दुआ कीजियेगा?