Unknowing the known?

I know
You know
What you mean
To me
In fact,
You know
It better
You really do.

But,
I still fear
Fear to lose you
The horror of
Letting you go
Kills me.

I know
I am not
The only one
I never was
I never will be
But, that space
I have in your
Life is sufficient
Just sufficient
To help me fight
And struggle with life.

I don't want you
To be mine
I never wanted that
But the essence
Of you
Is a part of life
Now.

Your presence matters
Matters very much
I may do without you
But, I won't be
What I am with you
A little happy
A bit hippy
And
A little crazy too
I love that me
Don't leave me.
Please.